What's happening..?!

October 18, 2010...
Was life the same ever before? Were I the same never before? Change has crept in...A colossal change...in my life...The world..as I see it...in the people around me...as I feel them...in my Nation...as I live it...in myself..as I contain me....
What is this change about? It is gloomy..? Sultry..? Mature...? Harbinger of a similar future? What is this insecurity about? Is it the dramatic transition into adulthood..!!? Or is it the thundering heart beat of a teenager running into her adult interface in every step she takes?
The teenager in me is fed up of the 'teen'ing twines...of the draconian infatuations...of the meaningless crushes...of the seemingly never ending guilt and insecurity of being a teen...she wants a break...from the transient pricking human bondage...from the chain of expectations of expectations and acceptations....she just wants to be....free..of bondage...free of the world...free of the shackles...free of Love...by herself being the Love...
She wants answers...to the rotting pile of questions which have been stacked inside of her since Life took patronage of her...she wants to fly into the seamless sky...delve into the lovely dark woods...without wanting anyone...without being wanted by anyone...she yearns for an eternal rendezvous with Life...with Uncomplication...with simplicity...with Honesty and Goodness...
She wants to be divorced to desire...it is no match for her subtly humble soul...
She wants to be free..!! Will she ever be free? Will she never be free? Will she never ever be free? Will she ever never be free?
Yes..!! She will be..! I will make her what she is..! I will make her what is meant to be..! What she is ought to be..! What she deserves to be..!
Amen.

Comments

  1. Awesome dear... You have a great command on words... great command on magical words which hit even to a sleeping mind, even to a stone heart... i just love your words...

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